What do I do now? I think it's too late. Do I just move on and regret ever finding you, looking directly into your eyes and asking you if you understand what I've been trying to tell you, ask you if you understand how much I truly love you. Ask you if you understand what you threw away. What beautiful gift was given to us that you closed your eyes to. Is it too late? I can't stand hoping and wishing and praying anymore. Nothing happens unless there's action. Do I find you and risk being hurt again or let you go forever and regret it for my whole life?
I only wish you'd speak! Speak for yourself, stop listening to others and hear your own heart! I don't think I can wait anymore. I want a family and a man to love and care for. I will never love the way I love you. I would die for you. I will die silently inside without you. But I must go on....