Originally posted by ecuadorian_capoeirista69
thank you all for you replies and keep them coming...and if I do start something with tis girl I have every intension for dropping the other women in my life...now to bring you to my next point.
ok today I was chillin' in the library I ran into my friend that I used to kinda thing for. so we went to go eat I was feeling playful so I started to steal her fries...(I know it is a little childish but hey!) then after we staied talking at the table for a while then she reach her hands across the table and held my hands...I figured nothing of it because she tends to do that sometimes... but then we went outside and she hugged me and was leaning on me...a little unusual for her. but I paid no attention to it.
Then we go to the 3rd floor of the library and just chilled there for a while on a sofa... but what got to me was that she leans her back against me an gets all flirty... so as we were talk she bit my cheek...at that point I was like whoa this is so unlike her...
BUT THEN IT HAPPENED we kissed! it wasn't just a kiss it was a kiss-kiss.
she was a girl how I thought I had no chance with so I gave up on her but then this happens ( and I don't give very easily and I always get what I want too).
so as I was walking her to class I was trying to make sense of what just happened...but the point that I'm trying to make her is that why do I feel guilty that I kissed her I feel like I betrayed Selina...is it possible that I like selina that much? I mean I a guy that has women to chose from...so this experience is a new on for me. I am not with selina but I feel I should tell her....can this wild heart finally be tamed?
Well well well, u have not done anything out of the ordinary and I know exactly what u mean...Yes it sounds like u like Selina a whole lot to feel the way u do after kissing someone else...Well to be frank, u can do what u want but if u are trying to get with someone, ur main thing is to try and focus to succeed in getting that person, but that does not mean to weigh out ur options, cuz u are a man, and it does sound like u can always find u a girl, so hey...But with this female, its funny cuz people always want u when u stop showing interest...All I can tell u is to do what is right and what u feel is right...U R living it so u know, now if this Selina girl still doesn't give u any feed back, then u can always turn to this girl that u kissed or any other female u would like to get at...My thing is keep it real with them and urself, that is important, just don't give them full detail, u know what I mean...Now as far as telling Selina, is she ur girl, well what is there to tell...Don't put ur foot in ur mouth...