"The saga of Love between Borders has it ended?"
!ECUADOR!
!All you care about is yourself!
I don't need your money!I got my own, plus I make more income than you anyways...all I want is, to know if you want our love child I don't want to bring another child into this world without his father being around I went threw that with my first husband that I met at 17 and had his son.To have another child without his father being around would be to devastating.I can't bare it...How could you be so selfish and even think about or let even that thought enter your mind.Going to your ex after all the hurt I have been threw..letting you in my heart after being hurt and wounded by my ex.You wanted me to give you a chance and I did...
You wasn't a fling I made true everlasting love to you not only with my body but with my soul,heart,spirit and mind.Remember the first time we made love, you flew in from out of town.You came over to my apt in the city.Opened the door and there I was ready for you moist with just one look of your deep Latino eyes.Waiting anxiously hot for your finger tips and lips to touch my white milky soft skin.... I had that sexy black see threw langerie your favorite, with the pointy heels and long silk leggings that reached up to my thick rican thighs, that went with the tight leather boosteay that makes my 38ddd just perk out at you.The white candles lit all over the place as you entered the room. From the nice hot bubble bath I had given you and washed every single part of your body that God had created on you. Just to think about your rippling mucles I go into a state of shock at this very moment!
The whole entire apt. only lit by the flicker of the candlelights Do you remember? I had also set up my place with the freshly cut red roses.The scent of Pure exctasy in the air. I put the mattress on the floor with the red satin sheets petals on them to and the candles around it in shape of a heart so the oak headboard wouldn't wake the neighbors up!(lol)Do you still have the black thong that went to that set or has it dissapeared and been forgotten like your love for me.
I should of listen to my mother's advice and stuck to my kind.The first time it didn't work work with my Dominican husband, what makes me think this is going to work???I didn't want to be judgemental of all men in the world becuase of one.That was why I decided to give men a chance that is why I gave you a chance!!You know I was with Maria since 2001 and I hated the male species completly after my heart break.But I couldn't lie to you...You knew deep inside I loved making love to men...I was with her becuase I was hurt!!To me there is no comparison of feeling a strong man making deep long lasting love for hours at a time together with me.It's more than sex...I don't have sex I make sweet desirable intimate love.Kissing, holding, caressing, sensually touching all over each others silhouttes, feeling every single strand of skin on each others body.
I felt in the clouds with you but I must come down to reality sadly!!Tell me what you want from me I can't take it anymore....I know you have your life and you are younger than me and the distance is a big thing.I am not going to lie I am settled here already and don't want to move...So should we keep this going everytime you fly here we see each other and what about all the time we are apart.I need a man here with me always by my side.You can't even give me that!!
I want to wake up and just jump on you especially that in the morning a man is ready to go...Cook you Dinner and then me as dessert and just tuck and rock eachother to sleep!!That's me that is always been me, that is what I want can you handle that for the rest of your life....We'll there is alot for you to think about...Call me Please!!
I called you at work and everytime I call they said you had stepped out.So here is your chance talk to me tell me if your are avoiding me just tell me...I can handle it I am a big girl hey, No one can hurt me more than I have been already hurt..So pain is a part of my life I thought you wouldn't add to my wounds...Be gentle with me a sad soul for ever it seems, just when I thought my heartache was over and had supposedofly found Happiness and True Love across borders...Guess not...Bad luck in the Love Deptartment Forever it seems.........
(lol had you going didn't I)
!Your crazy Pal!
PuraBorinquena23
[Edited by puraborinquena23 on 5th February 2004 at 17:43]