Thank you God for Lending

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Thank you God for Lending

I must thank you God for giving me the strength,
To endure the pain, I now must face.
I knew it was something you loan me,
Something for a time, a moment.

Somehow I knew it wouldn’t last,
I knew I had a purpose in his life.
Yet, I wish, it was me, that he was to see,
The pain I saw, that would cause,

Was not worth the pleasure, I would receive.
No dear Lord, I knew it too,
That is why I prayed to you,
You helped me with this load.

For you loaned him for a time.
He was not mine to show,
I knew I had to guide him now,
Even if he had to leave me.

I couldn’t see placing or seeing,
His offspring in pain over me.
I thank you Lord for this and more,
For even now, I know what it was for.

When I try to tell him on my own,
He latched out at me because he felt pain.
Yet, now that he is ready,
Now, I don’t have my friend!

Why is it that everything is happening now?
Why does it seem that I am losing all of them somehow?
Are they here only for a time?
Just to fulfill their mind.

What about me, dear Lord?
Who will be there, for me?
When the day comes, who will it be?
Again, thank you God, for lending me a friend

And helping me, make him whole again!